Blog1.25.2021
January 25, 2021
Vicious divisions among American citizens multiply from one day to
the next. If we know some basic facts about the evolving narratives of
what we glibly call American and world histories, we do not beg ignorance in
bad faith. We do not delude ourselves into thinking the narratives speak for
all the Constitution-protected American citizens. Actuality delivers a mean punch. We erupt in
despair, even if we think despair is an apt name for what Maximus Wright calls
"soul damage." The time-walking wretchedness so eloquently voiced by
David Walker and Frantz Fanon is a legacy to be argued with.
Emerging technologies and the suspect whims of journalists who
manufacture the "news" from many angles do an excellent job making
awareness of division inevitable. "News" consumes us more than we
consume it. In a special philosophical sense, the news is a covert agent of
enslavement. Ultimately, we become enslaved to the existential imperative of endless
resistance. Do not take my words as
sufficient. Believe nothing other than the
intimate conversations you reluctantly
have with your psyche.
Fine words ancient and
modern do little to relieve the anguish
some of us feel. All the current talk about reconciliation,
reunification, transforming palpable injustice into viable justice, robust
hope, transcendent faith, and selfless charity or compassion ----all this talk
amounts to a debilitating pandemic of noise. Never in all my 77 years has the
notion of a unified American population been exactly real for me. Since
the early months of 2020, the idea of
unification as become a most surreal fiction. I think political language and
the uncertain ideology for which it stands are cognitive death-traps.
The reason upon which
one could depend, with ample qualifications, in time past has been either minimized or
abandoned by large numbers of Americans. The American democratic experiment is
not dead, but it is rapidly falling in love with the colors of fascism. Culturally
different versions of this phenomenon are global.
It is rare to have any
cross-ideological conversations for which the common ground is reason. The prospect that reason might vanish in some
ill-lit digital space is repulsive, because the prospect is a forecast for the
loss of humanity as we once knew it. We are shrouded in dread. Yes, we will continue to be human in some
sense and to yearn for the abstract ideals of freedom, but 21st century
humanity will have all the properties of a bitch monster. Humanity will become more
profane, more willing to express its diverse frustrations in acts of terrorism
and a surplus of unfettered profanity. Obama's audacity of hope has become
Hughes' raisin in the sun. I do not think the Department of Agriculture and the
Department of Defense is equipped to manage fruitcake American citizens, to
restore the fictive rules of law and order which have evaded our nation for
almost 300 years.
I am always too aware of
the potholes, fault lines, and cognitive walls in American history/herstory,
and of how the gendered descriptions his/her
+ story highlight divisions.
It might be argued that WWII was a period of approximate unification, but even
then the fact of segregation in the American military gave the lie to the myth
of unification. The lies constituted by systemic whatever are exceptionally
powerful. During the current pandemic,
the telling of lies is stronger than efforts to speak truth. We are
severely limited by the rhetorical
motions we make.
My reading and writing and thinking have become double-edged
activities, obvious instances of paradox. They cut me twice. They give me some relief from total
anxiety. They provide information that confirms discomfort. It is a
no-win situation. My recent blogs and poems are so akin to
Dostoevsky's Notes from Underground, although my motives contrast
strongly with those of Dostoevsky's unnamed narrator.
We have seen the world's cruelty, its face devoid of cosmetics.
Let us try to be safe and sane as we cultivate our gardens which can't ever be
Eden, cultivate them with a pragmatic economy of ancestral wisdom.
Jerry W. Ward, Jr.
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